bout my life

never thought this happen to my life...
great life..
great experience..
great friends..
glad to have my life..

kusadari setelah sekian perjalanan
kusadari ketika semangat baru tumbuh sekitarku
kusadari ketika aku masih berada di tempat sama dengan waktu berbeda..
ku syukuri hal itu..

respect to God,
respect to human,
and respect to nature

menjadi tenang dan bijak di dalamnya biru
bersih dalam putih
tegas dalam hitam
berani dalam maroon...

need

just like a flower in high..
still..

need air to breathe
need water to drink
need land to stand..

need other to company...

matchbox 20 - Unwell

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

Matchbox 20 - If You're Gone

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps

You won't admit you love me.
And so how am I ever to know?
You only tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
A million times I ask you,
And then I ask you over again.
You only answer
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
If you can't make your mind up,
We'll never get started.
And I don't wanna wind up
Being parted, broken-hearted.
So if you really love me,
Say yes.
But if you don't, dear, confess.
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
If you can't make your mind up,
We'll never get started.
And I don't wanna wind up
Being parted, broken-hearted.
So if you really love me,
Say yes.
But if you don't, dear, confess.
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

coldplay - Trouble

O no, I see,

I spun a web, it's tangled up with me,

And I lost my head,

The thought of all the stupid things I said,

O no what's this?

A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,

I turned to run,

The thought of all the stupid things I've done,



I never meant to cause you trouble,

And I never meant to do you wrong,

And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,

O no, I never meant to do you harm.



O no I see,

A spider web and it's me in the middle,

So I twist and turn,

Here I am in love in a bubble,



Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble,

I never meant to do you wrong,

And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,

Although I never meant to do you harm.



They spun a web for me,

They spun a web for me,

They spun a web for me.

coldplay - in my place

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah

I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

I was scared, I was scared
Tired and underprepared
But I wait for you

If you go, if you go
Leaving me here on my own
Well I wait for you

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

Please, please, please
Come on and sing to me
To me, me

Come on and sing it out, out, out
Come on and sing it now, now, now
Come on and sing it

In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah
Oh yeah

coldplay - yellow

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

finch - letter to u

liric
Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I'm writing again these letters to you not much, I know
But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]

No more looking i've found home

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]

I'm gone away
I'm gone away

foo fighters - 100 years

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind

I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...

I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you’re on your way
Every day's a new day...

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

for the one

for the one i always missing
for the one i adored
for the one i wanna be
for the one i could not compare

love mom.

still..berharap mahameru

not enough..
membuat aku ketagihan..
ketagihan akan kerinduan perjalanan..
kerinduan akan harapan yang pernah tak kuharapkan.
rencana yang pernah tak kurencanakan..
kini terasa semakin kuharapkan..

untuk merasuki tanah airku
untuk menghirup embun yang membeku
untuk mengintip mentari yang menyapa lewat fajar
untuk sentuhan flora yang membayangi perjalanan

untuk rasa lega
untuk berbagi cerita
untuk rasa syukur yang tak terkira

for a thousand wish to get Mahameru....

analog

analog...istilah yang familiar denganku tentang kamera.
kamera analog..kamera yang menggunakan film untuk perekam dan bukan media digital.

oldiest, kuno, originalitas, bahkan saat ini mahal..
identik dengan analog bagiku.

rumit, tidak praktis, melatih kerja otakmu untuk berfikir tentang sudut pandang,
diafragma, eksposure...
ekslusif bagiku..

cuma analog.

blue skies

blue skies..

ada satu alasan aku kecewa terhadap langit biru..
tapi banyak alasan meleburkan kekecewaan

suatu ketika langit biru dikenalkan padaku
bahwa alamku tak lengkap tanpa kehadiran langit biru
kusadari dan selalu kukejar langit biru

hingga suatu ketika aku kecewa dengan langit biru
dan tak bisa berharap akan langit biru

tetapi
aku selalu dipertemukan dengan langit biru..
karena itu bisa kutemukan ribuan alasan untuk tetap mencintai langit biru.

kenikmatan..

tak mudah dan tak sulit
untuk menikmati keindahan dunia
yang kau butuhkan hanya mata untuk melihat
hidung untuk mencium kesegaran embun pagi
telinga untuk mendengar suara alam
mulut untuk memuji Sang Pencipta
kaki untuk berpijak
tenaga untuk berjalan
bekal untuk kau makan dan menjaga tubuh dari kekurangan energi
air untuk kau minum saat dahaga
otak dan kamera untuk merekam keindahan
....dan kawan untuk menemani.

just my wish

just my wish
for the one i want to be loved

aku ingin mencintai seperti aku mencintai edelweis yang abadi
aku ingin mencintai seperti aku mencintai edelweis yang hanya ada di puncak-puncak tinggi

aku ingin mencintai seperti aku mencintai jejak yang kutinggal ketika menapaki bumiku
aku ingin mencintai seperti aku mencintai kebebasan untuk hidup
tak bisa dibatasi cakrawala